• Both my grandmothers died.
• My favorite cat dharma died.
• Bryn and I got crazy sinus and ear infections, still getting over it. First time baby was really sick and that was really hard. I reacted to the antibiotics and was doubled over…
• My boss came to work with me for two days in the middle of all of this.
I just needed to write some of this down and get it out of my head. On one had does not sound like a lot but on the other it has been crazy juggling time. So why do things like seem to all happen at once, like something is testing your resiliency or ability to deal with more and more. The older I get the larger the challenges and the more tired I feel. I remember my parents talking about this and at the time I did not understand. I mean overall I am okay. I feel I have developed the ability to just look forward and move ahead. I try not to dwell does not seem to do any good. I also have a bad memory (maybe a coping mechanism?). What more can I do beside exercise and meditate both of which I am very lax on as of late.